A Letter To The Person’s Who Hurt Me

A Letter To The Girl Who Ruined My Relationship,

I don’t think you’ve realized what you’ve done. I don’t know how someone allows a man with a girlfriend to openly flirt with them. I don’t know how you took in the guilt of knowing that I existed in his life yet you didn’t think twice about all the things you did.

You don’t know how many times I practiced what I wanted to say to you. You don’t know how many times I’ve imagined going up to you and slapping you in front of all your friends. You don’t know how many times I’ve wished you hadn’t existed.

You don’t know how many times I beat myself up, actually blaming myself for all of this. You made me doubt myself. You made me feel so insecure and unworthy of love. You damaged my ability to ever fully trust someone again and you have no idea how hard that is for me and everyone who has nothing but good intentions towards me.

How could you have done this to me when you were perfectly aware of our relationship. I have so many questions I have been dying to ask you – questions I’m afraid to know the answers to.

I don’t know how you could live with yourself after all of this. I don’t know how you manage to live your life and be completely happy knowing you ruined something that meant the world to me and taking away someone who I loved so much.

But, then again, you probably didn’t consider me. I probably never crossed your mind whenever you thought of the things you’d talk about with him. I probably never existed when the two of you were together. Maybe it hadn’t occurred to you that while you two were exchanging sweet words and flirting, I was staring at my phone, waiting for a reply that would never come because he was with you.

He never lied to me about where he was and who he was with. He never forgot to update me. He would never talk to a girl I was uncomfortable with without telling me. He never missed a call. He would always take every opportunity to see me and spend time with me. But, it all changed when you barged into his life – our lives.

Maybe I was just blind not to see that our relationship was slowly failing. Maybe I was naive enough to see that he was catching feelings for someone else. Maybe I wasn’t enough that he had to let you enter his life. Maybe I was the problem. Maybe it was all my fault all along.

But, whether it was my fault or not, you absolutely had to right to step into our relationship. It was only supposed to be me and him. There were only supposed to be the two of us. I was only supposed to be the one to make him happy, not you. I was only supposed to be the one he shared his day with, not you.

But you know one thing I am damn sure of? You can never love him the way I do. You can never have him the way I had him.

From the bottom of my heart, I truly and sincerely wish you would never experience what I went through. The sleepless nights, the puffy eyes in the morning, the anxiety and worry of never being good enough for anyone and the fear of being replaceable.

No one in this world deserves to have their love taken away from them by someone who is careless enough to have a guy cheat on his girlfriend. Not even you.

No one deserves to have their thoughts, their insecurities and their fears take over them. No one deserves to sleep with the heaviest heart and think that there is no hope for the world. No one deserves to wake up with the thought that they don’t deserve love because everyone deserves love. Even you.

So, with all that being said, I forgive you. No apologies needed, no confrontation and no commotion. I forgive you simply because I don’t want to have this heavy weight cling onto me for the rest of my life. I deserve to be happy and so do you.


An Open Letter To My Ex,

Dear You

We had so much left to do together which is why it surprised me when it ended. I didn’t know how or why, and I definitely did not expect it. It’s absolutely true that the most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said or never explained. I never thought I’d get over this, but I’m making progress every day.

At first, I won’t deny that it hurt so bad. I wasn’t myself. I was heartless and cruel, but someone once told me to never become the person that hurt you. And sometimes it’s very hard to get over a broken heart. The hardest part is remembering how you were before it, and going back to that. But I can genuinely now say that I am OK again.

After we ended, I felt so worthless, unnecessary, and unwanted. But I’ve learned a lot since this breakup, you know. I’ve learned to be alone. After all, you are the best company in the world for yourself, and I have finally seen that. I’ve started spending more time with the person in the mirror instead of focusing on everyone else. Because no one else can help you but you sometimes.

But for what it’s worth, I will never truly forget you. You’ll always be a buzzing thought in the background of my busy, busy life. I guess I missed you more than I thought. I guess I still miss you, but I’m better now. Who knows what the future will hold, but maybe we could try this whole friendship thing again someday.

I love you. I always will, but I just don’t care anymore. I don’t have a role in your life anymore and can’t make decisions for you. So when people tell me things about you, and if you’ve done anything stupid lately, I don’t get mad like I used to. I’m just not even phased. You’ll live and learn one day, and like I said, so will I. I’m already learning that we just weren’t meant to be. And if we are, then it will happen, but I just can’t pause my life for you right now. And one day, I’ll be happy again –maybe with you, maybe not. Who knows. Time will only tell. But for now, I’m doing what I have to do, and I’m so much better and happier. But thank you for the incredible memories. I’ll cherish them forever. I’m also very proud of all that you have recently accomplished, and I continue to wish you all the best.

With Love,



  1. Dear Bubblykhai!

    don’t worry everything she did to you, to your relationship, will be done to her if not more. she will be next. The next broken, devastated one. She will be soon be “you” and wonder why or how anyone could ever do that to a relationship. because wait. She just did

    sending you lot’s of cyberhugs!


    1. Thanks Pinksnowbear 😊 the same way i feel what the author write; “from the bottom of my heart, I truly and sincerely wish she would never experience what i went through. No one in this world deserves to have their love taken away from them by someone who is careless enough to have a guy cheated on his girlfriend”.


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